{"id":28,"date":"2020-08-17T11:54:26","date_gmt":"2020-08-17T11:54:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/?page_id=28"},"modified":"2025-10-13T12:09:15","modified_gmt":"2025-10-13T09:09:15","slug":"who_am_i","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/et\/who_am_i\/","title":{"rendered":"Tutvustus"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile is-vertically-aligned-top\" style=\"grid-template-columns:16% auto\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"398\" height=\"405\" src=\"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/155121_10150101389012288_7595569_n-e1653742510949.jpg\" alt=\"Who_am_I\" class=\"wp-image-137 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/155121_10150101389012288_7595569_n-e1653742510949.jpg 398w, https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/155121_10150101389012288_7595569_n-e1653742510949-295x300.jpg 295w, https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/155121_10150101389012288_7595569_n-e1653742510949-12x12.jpg 12w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 398px) 100vw, 398px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>Hei, minu nimi on Katherina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Selles elus olen ma naine, armastaja, partner, ema, s\u00f5ber, t\u00fctar, \u00f5de...<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Aga kes ma tegelikult olen?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma olen l\u00f5pmatu vaimse energia- ja universaalse j\u00f5u olend. Ma olen armastus, ma olen valgus, ma olen j\u00f5ud, ma olen tarkus, ma olen \u00fcks k\u00f5igega, mis on olemas. Olen t\u00e4iuslik ja t\u00e4ielik ning samal ajal pidevas \u00f5ppimise ja kasvamise protsessis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma olen... ja ma pole mitte kunagi sama mis praegu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Kuidas ma siia j\u00f5udsin?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Kui olin 3-aastane, suri mu isa. F\u00fc\u00fcsiliselt oli ta l\u00e4inud, aga ma olen tundnud teda terve elu enda k\u00f5rval seismas. Ma arvan, et see oli peamine s\u00fcndmus mu elus, mis pani mind tunnetama maailma, mis eksisteerib v\u00e4ljaspool seda, mida me oma tavap\u00e4raste meeltega tajume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Palju kummalisi asju on elu jooksul minga juhtunud, mida ma ei m\u00f5istnud ega isegi v\u00e4ga oluliseks pidanud. Olin v\u00e4ga tundlik suurte rahvahulkade suhtes ja sellised kohad nagu surnuaiad tegid mind f\u00fc\u00fcsiliselt haigeks, kuid ma ei teinud sellest mingeid j\u00e4reldusi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kui sain 30-aastaseks, muutus k\u00f5ik. Mu elu muutus, mina muutusin. J\u00e4rsku olin \u00e4rkvel - k\u00f5ikjal olid m\u00e4rgid, sosinad tuules ja vees, v\u00e4ga eredad unen\u00e4od ja isegi hallutsinatsioonid. Mu esimene m\u00f5te oli - n\u00fc\u00fcd olen k\u00fcll hulluks l\u00e4inud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d5nneks ei p\u00f6\u00f6rdunud ma abi saamiseks traditsioonilise arsti poole, vaid kellegi juurde, kellest sai m\u00f5neks ajaks mu mentor. Ta kinnitas mulle, et k\u00f5ik, mis minuga toimub, on t\u00e4iesti normaalne. Et ma ei peaks nende \"n\u00e4htuste\" vastu v\u00f5itlema, vaid kuulama t\u00e4helepanelikult seda vaikset h\u00e4\u00e4lt. Mis aeg-ajalt ei olnud \u00fcldse vaikne. Ta n\u00e4itas mulle sissep\u00e4\u00e4su imede maailma, kuid sealt edasi pidin minema \u00fcksi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma kohtusin oma mentoriga 5 korda 10 aasta jooksul. Nende k\u00fclastuste vahepeal lugesin palju <a href=\"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/et\/books\/\">raamatuid<\/a>, kuulasin palju <a href=\"https:\/\/tinyspeckoflight.com\/et\/channels\/\">podcaste<\/a>, tegin l\u00e4bi alateadvuse puhastuse h\u00fcpnoosi ja mediteerisin lugematu arvu tunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d5ppisin palju sellistel teemadel nagu energiad, karma, metaf\u00fc\u00fcsika, kristallid, mediteerimine, inimese energiakehad ja palju muud. See ei olnud lihtne ja m\u00f5nikord valutas mu aju kogu selle infok\u00fclluse ja kohati m\u00f5istusevastaste selgituste t\u00f5ttu, kuid see k\u00f5ik oli seda v\u00e4\u00e4rt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Olin oma \u201eelu p\u00f5hikooli\u201c 4. aastal, kui mul s\u00fcndis t\u00fctar. Ma ei s\u00fcnnitanud mitte ainult teda, vaid ka iseennast. Mu aju oli \u00fcht\u00e4kki t\u00e4ielikult sisse l\u00fclitatud, nagu oleks keegi mind info hankimiseks lisalainepikkustega \u00fchendanud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00fcndmused, mis t\u00f5ukuvad inimese \u00fclest\u00f5usu, v\u00f5ivad olla iga\u00fche jaoks erinevad. Olen ise kogenud mitut erinevat \u2013 l\u00e4hedase pereliikme surm, t\u00f6\u00f6kaotus, armastuse kaotus\u2026 ja nende k\u00f5igi \u201ckuningas\u201d \u2013 Hinge \u00e4ratundmine (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.newworldallstar.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Kasksikleek<\/a>). K\u00f5ik need t\u00f5id kaasa Ego surma ja iga kord, sunniti mind liikuma s\u00fcgavamale olemisse \u2013 olema Hing, olema Elu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alguses on \u00e4rkamine t\u00e4iesti kohutav. Sellega harjumine v\u00f5tab aega. Kuid mingil hetkel muutub see h\u00e4mmastavaks, imeliseks, inspireerivaks ja rahuldustpakkuvaks. See on siis, kui sa m\u00f5istad oma eesm\u00e4rki, elad selle j\u00e4rgi. See toob ellu l\u00f5putut r\u00f5\u00f5mu, \u00f5nne ja rahu ning on t\u00e4iesti v\u00f5imatu tagasi p\u00f6\u00f6rduda endise elu juurde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Esimesed 7 aastat polnud mul \u00f5rna aimugi, kuidas kogetut s\u00f5nadesse panna. Aga siis hakkas see kristalliseeruma ja siin ma olen, \u00fcritan oma kogemusi ja \u00f5pitut kirja panna lootusega, et see v\u00f5ib kedagi sarnasel teekonnal aidata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tere tulemast, kallis Hing, teekonnale l\u00e4bi valu ning pisarate, mis viib armastuse, valguse, r\u00f5\u00f5mu ja tasakaaluni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Armastusega,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Katherina<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi, my name is Katherina. In this life I am a woman, a lover, a partner, a mother, a friend, a daughter, a sister\u2026 But who am I, really? I\u2019m an infinite spiritual being of energy and universal force. 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